So I thought I would try and Blog
I cannot believe it I decided to try to blog. I am so sure that this will last all of about 2 weeks and then My ADD mind will move on. I am a person that does this often just ask all of my friends. I start many many things. I become obsessed and talk about it and then...move on. I get bored easy.
I have not decided exactly what it is I will write about but meh I never shut up so I am pretty sure I can figure it out.
So I am super excited as school starts in 2 days yay. It's not that I don't want my kids here but I really really miss the schedule of school. Let's face it my kids NEVER go to bed. I do not ever get a break and I am dragging myself to work because I am not sleeping properly. My house is a mess because they trash my house all day while I am working. Yippee for sleep and a organized house.
I have also convinced myself that once school is in that I will actually start to track for my weight watchers for some reason this has become a major problem for me, I KNOW that it is a must but can't get myself to do it. Every week I leave my meeting with the greatest intentions of tracking everything I eat.
By the time I get home I just can't get myself to do it, I need to do this in order to lose quicker.
I know that I have done so well..I mean I have lost over 70 pounds but I just can't stop beating myself up that I could do so much better. I am proud of what I have accomplished but I want to actually finish this journey this time. I really just need to get my ass in gear and track and exercise,my goal this week is to exercise 3 times and hopefully I can, I think I always expect too much and DREAD it. I know I can do it and will :)
This week will be amazing the kids will be adjusting to the new school year and I will be starting to tone this body which I think looks like a frog hahaha
I have not decided exactly what it is I will write about but meh I never shut up so I am pretty sure I can figure it out.
So I am super excited as school starts in 2 days yay. It's not that I don't want my kids here but I really really miss the schedule of school. Let's face it my kids NEVER go to bed. I do not ever get a break and I am dragging myself to work because I am not sleeping properly. My house is a mess because they trash my house all day while I am working. Yippee for sleep and a organized house.
I have also convinced myself that once school is in that I will actually start to track for my weight watchers for some reason this has become a major problem for me, I KNOW that it is a must but can't get myself to do it. Every week I leave my meeting with the greatest intentions of tracking everything I eat.
By the time I get home I just can't get myself to do it, I need to do this in order to lose quicker.
I know that I have done so well..I mean I have lost over 70 pounds but I just can't stop beating myself up that I could do so much better. I am proud of what I have accomplished but I want to actually finish this journey this time. I really just need to get my ass in gear and track and exercise,my goal this week is to exercise 3 times and hopefully I can, I think I always expect too much and DREAD it. I know I can do it and will :)
This week will be amazing the kids will be adjusting to the new school year and I will be starting to tone this body which I think looks like a frog hahaha
It's not easy to write consistently, that's for sure. I'm down to posting like, once a month....if that. I'm sure it will get less and less over the next few months since I'm back at work. Just keep at it. Also, maybe we should go down to the school and scare the shit outta that little bully.
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